All of this makes me worry about long term financial planning (even though I have two very generous offers of help from my parents and from one of their friends, which will be, obviously, awesome), even if I plan to do it in Argentina, where costs should be fairly lower than the US. And then there's the issue of leaving the US for more than a few months this time, which has its own chapter of problems and challenges (although also excitement, I'll admit).
And then I have to wonder if I shouldn't just track down a job in Argentina, so I can get my feet on the ground and be doing the Spanish thing every day, like it or not. In which case, I should forget this job search right now, get a temp job for the next couple of months, and be planning the hell out of things until February or March when I would take off.
*sigh* Won't someone make some decisions for me and just tell me the best option, already? Or, better yet, just let me be doing what I want to be doing, without obstacles!?
(The first person who tells me that overcoming obstacles builds characters gets it.)