ruthless compassion (aroraborealis) wrote,
ruthless compassion
aroraborealis

stupid moods

After rather longer than it should take me to clue into these things, it occurs to me that I'm depressed. How can I tell? I'm having a hard time motivating myself to get much done, especially routine, not-very-exciting stuff. You know, the stuff that it's really important to keep up with? Yeah, that. So, then, of course, I feel crappy for not doing it. Stupid.

I'm also short-tempered and bitchy. Well, okay, I'm bitchy all the time, but not usually short-tempered!

Curiously, while this is all happening on one side, I have a couple of really excellent, happy-making things on the other side, which continues to be confusing. So maybe I'm not depressed at all, and, instead, am simply lazy. In either case, the treatment is clear: get stuff done. This will make me stop feeling shitty about being lame.

Right??
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