ruthless compassion (aroraborealis) wrote,
ruthless compassion

stupid moods

After rather longer than it should take me to clue into these things, it occurs to me that I'm depressed. How can I tell? I'm having a hard time motivating myself to get much done, especially routine, not-very-exciting stuff. You know, the stuff that it's really important to keep up with? Yeah, that. So, then, of course, I feel crappy for not doing it. Stupid.

I'm also short-tempered and bitchy. Well, okay, I'm bitchy all the time, but not usually short-tempered!

Curiously, while this is all happening on one side, I have a couple of really excellent, happy-making things on the other side, which continues to be confusing. So maybe I'm not depressed at all, and, instead, am simply lazy. In either case, the treatment is clear: get stuff done. This will make me stop feeling shitty about being lame.


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